Ok i thought i wanted to be a professional, but it's harder than I expected. I'm now interviewing for a less professional job. But if i give up my professional job i give up ever getting off disability and getting a better paying job in my field.

Should i suck it up and suffer for a year or two or do i go with another job that demands less of me? I may have blown the interview i mentioned i was on disability. But he basically wants me to start now. I'm kind of freaking out. I'm not a quitter but I'm thinking of quitting. The job I'm in is just so hard.