I need to get my financial situation straightened out. All I do is is spend impulsively.

HOWEVER, I need to go through my bills today, as I am off the whole day and have no (good) excuse not to. I don't want to do this and tend to keep myself in denial of my account balance by never checking it and then one day finding out that it is overdrawn.

I start my new job as a therapist on Monday. I will be making a decent salary and things will get better (unless I blow it all). I need to use part of this day to sort out what mess I have here, with the money I do have. I need to "clean up" a few things in my life before I start this job.

These bills are most, if not all, overdue and I need to do what I can to get it straightened out. I have said that every day for the last week. I have posted about my financial irresponsibility countless times. I'm not looking at the big picture right now-- I'm just looking at what I have to get done today. Help?