I have been feeling quite stressed today at work. As my lunch break is winding down and it's almost time to go back on the phones again I'm trying to step outside of the stress and look at it and see if I can hear what it is trying to tell me. I know "it's just a job" but with h not working for the past however many months because of the pandemic, i feel all of the responsibility on my shoulders for everything and I think that's where the stress is from mostly, and only some of it is because we got precious little training to handle these web calls. i understand he doesn't want to be out amidst the public every day to work, him being high risk for covid. and of course i want him to be safe. but it's hard having all of the responsibility on me. well, maybe it's not, he is getting unemployment or whatever it's called again. it's like only half of what he makes working, though so, yeah. I suppose we can talk about this some tomorrow. I don't know.