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Originally Posted by AzulOscuro
I got cured. Only I have to have made blood tests each years but it seems everything it’s ok.
Another point is the anxiety. I felt reflected with you when you named it anxiety attacks. I know it can be very overwhelmed because you feel as if you were gonna die.
I’m now more relaxed knowing that you are feeling better.
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Strangely, they make me want to live. I smoked until Jan 1st, think "oh, whatever, if I die early, fine by me", but not getting air makes it a bit more real, not death, but dying. A horrible thought to die like that.
I don't get panic attacks: I felt bad, my best friend called, then I felt better. Tonight, I felt fine, then my best friend called, and now I'm not as fine anymore. Urgh.