I suck in friendships relations, in my own partner-love relationship, I suck at any relation. Online or irl. Called it high expectations, need for approval or validation, call it sensitivity (even with anger and outbursts) in the end it’s me the one who doesn’t fit.
It’s my responsibility to change if I want good for others and develop as a person.
Blame others it’s only a way to throw balls out of the goal keep and it’s not a valid response to the problem.