I have therapists, arms worker, groups, but most don't act like i really need the treatment. I was court ordered originally to maintain stability to see my now adult age daughter.

These same people don't think i should ever leave as if i couldn't get new therapists elsewhere. I talked with my daughter about moving to Hawaii. She knows i talk about things that never happen like moving to her area so she could see me more easily.

But I'm researching it and seeing if it's something i could possibly do. I once was offered a job in Hawaii, but was coming off a break so didn't take it. Cause i couldn't figure out housing.

Now researching housing and just trying to decide if it's feasible. Really wish I'd win the lottery.