So I don't forget things I write lists of people I have been drawn too. I wrote things about them that I know. If I could draw my life would be better as I know what they all look like but I worry ill forget this in time.

I worry people think I'm a randomer though and talking about it has been good but equally a lot of anxiety provoking.

Stressing a bit about Monday an hour is not long enough to talk sometimes. I don't have specific things I just have a lot of thoughts I guess.