I don’t want to let her go, I wasn’t ready and I didn’t know it was happening until it was too late and there’s no going back now. My heart is begging for me to be there and love her the way she deserves regardless of how I feel be cause I do love her, but my head is screaming at me to stop being an idiot and let her waste away in the life she’s chosen.... how do I do what’s right for me when it’s so harmful to someone I care about...? But how do do what’s right for her with out completely selling my soul to the guy that took literally everything from in one try.... I’m ****ed aren’t I?