I always think people are talking about me/ going to hurt me/ talk about my family. So it's Really really hard to break through that. So I truly trust 1 person outside my husband and my son. Everyone else I can fake it. I also am really quiet. So I really on my husband's personality to make friends. I only talk to people around my husband. I don't even answer the phone or the door when he's not around. I don't mind but he does.