I used to think that my pdoc was out to kill me and my pills were poison. That wasn't fun. But what is sad is I was right in the first place. My Invega gave me a brain tumor and that was the cause of my prolactin levels being 5 times the normal rate! Now if that isn't poison, I don't know what is. Maybe it isn't the deadly kind of poison but rather something that messes with my body. My pdoc didn't mean it though. He isn't out to kill me anymore.