You're not crazy.
(((((((((((((((((((((Katie)))))))))))))))))
That reminds me of that song by Matchbox 20:
"I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then You'll see
A different side of me"
No matter what, you're not crazy Katie. I hope the medicine will help you. Hang in there.