Hi NeedHelp. Sorry for your struggle. Please don't give up too soon. I understand your feeling, it was hard to me when I lost my first job. But believe me hard time will pass. It will take a while, but I believe you will land to another job if you keep trying, perhaps a better one.
I agree with AliceKate, you need a break. Yes there are some people (in your age) who doing better, but some are doing worse too. Try to relax and think something to do during this unemployment, like improving your skill. Also try to think the positivity from this event. It sounds dumb, but I've been down there too so I know it does work.
I wish you all the best.