mostly feel depressed, but in turn a lot of it has actually been caused by emotional abuse and neglect from so called supportive people- not so much my mood, though my mood has also been caused by emotional neglect

not much has happened this week in terms of moving forward, not even anything much to be proud of. friday I had a phonecall (I am actually shocked she remembered to call me) and that went pretty well, I got a result that I wanted
but.. that's about it. just sat here wasting my life away really