Really happy to hear that you've had a good time! i don't think you're a bad person simply for declining an invitation. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters that if that happens often they may not get to know you. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @indigo1015, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!