hi
i knwo where your comin from espcailly like the electric things like someones trying to get into my brain and take things out or something. im only 16 yrs old and already i have alot tht has happened. to cut a long story short, last year actually on mothers day, i has a schizophrenia attack. this was a life changing experience for me. id been using drugs for around a year and a hlf and thought it was helping me. as b4 that i had been diagnosed with OCD. obessive compulsive disorder. and the drugsd i was using helped me feel relaxed and i thought in more control. also at the same time i was diagnosed with depression. i was suicidal too however never got the chance to even try to attempt it. since i was around 12 i can remember hearing voices, and since that mothers day, they have been worrying. that day and even after one voice told me to go kill my self. obviously i didnt, and i got taken intohospital. why im still on this site is because i still feel some of these things that have come from this schizophrenia attack such as; violent urges, mood swings, being told what to do, cant concentrate, seeing things (people that arent really there) and loads more, im kinda stuck ive seen 5 pyschiatrists, 2 nurses and 1 pycologist in the past 3 years. none have been able to diagnose me with anything proper. OCD is obvious i admit but something mor ethan depression is also obvious. im really stuck what to do, and im already seeking help in many directions but still i have no answers. i just wanted to know what your advice would be, from someone that has been through something similar. to be hoset none of the doctors i hve seen have been very good, hoever the doctor at the maudsley hospital in london is very good.

keats x