Yes I’ll admit my head and ego are both very much part of my dilemma as well. As for peoples opinions based on their beliefs I also took into consideration before posting, however they certainly do add to my confusion, but I’m taking everything thing with a grain of salt. I’m trying to think big picture and to the future because now is the time to make a decision that will set in motion one future or another. I want third party opinions and incites so I can better evaluate my situation using as much emotional wisdom from experiences I’ll never have. Unfortunately this is also my first and only relationship I’ve ever been in so I imagine that’s a whole other can of worms. Which is why I’m treading lightly and feeling out every available option before doing anything I otherwise wouldn’t if I had relationship experience. I know I’m pathetic, just rounding out the picture for you all. I thank you all again for every post I promise it’s all helpful to me.