If you notice some discrepancy between what the doctors tell you you actually have and what you actually feel on a day to day basis it is absolutely in your right to ask fro clarification. Even if you don't notice it, you should be absolutely free to ask any information about it since this is YOUR mental health we're talking about. So yes, i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about getting a second opinion if you feel like it would make you feel more at peace or even simply expressing your doubts to your doctors. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @ReveuseTroublee, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!