Ugh it is getting much worse. So I thought I would go to bed. But something is up with the roof... I think ice is on it. Every time there is wind gust there is a massive noise. Like the roof is caving in. (I think it is ice sliding down it) So I couldn't sleep. So I got up and went downstairs and every time there is a gust the lights dim. Turns out the forecast was wrong. They said all day it would turn to rain, but it never has. But, it has been close. So the snow is really wet and heavy. So I checked the power company and there is TONS of outages. The next two hours should be the worst wind. If I can keep power I should be ok, if not, it could be a very long time until it is restored.

All of this sent me into what I think is a panic attack. Had one of these before when I got stuck in a snow storm away from my home.

I am shaking, can't get warm, and my stomach is upset. I feel like I need to throw up.

The only thing I had for dinner was pasta so it doesn't seem likely to have been something I ate.

Either the storms just keep getting worse or I am less able to deal with them. It seems every storm we have now is high on wind. Leading to power outages.