Thank you so much guys for your support! i feel like the reason i am unmotivated is simply because i don't really like what i'm studying. i have been feeling like this long before the pandemic even started, although that likely made things even worse like for many people i assume. Sometimes i feel like i am really just making excuses for my laziness. i am still not quite sure what to do with the rest of my life and it has been going on for years now - in some ways i haven't been able to decide since my high school years... in any case, thank you all for Supporting me!