I’m doing ok. Therapy went well. I suppose. I told her I had an eating disorder. And she was all like “um. We decided on that before.” We have different ideas about weight loss and how someone loses weight. I told her it was just calories in calories out and she said there’s a whole lot more that goes into it. But I did tell her I don’t eat much 6 days of the week and one day I’m fine. I told her I’ve been getting dizzy and lightheaded but that I was drinking water. I don’t know she wasn’t really having any of it. She’s also kind of annoyed I won’t go to the doctor for my UTI. And she thinks it’s a bigger deal then I think it is. But I’ve just been able to ignore it so far. The last 5 minutes were probably the best and we were able to work through things so stuff wasn’t left hanging. She wants me to think about why I treat my cats better then I treat myself. Because I have to take one to the vet today. and she also wants me to think about do I want my self worth to be tied to my weight. But yeah it went good today and she agreed. I feel fine now. Usually I’d be all down in the dumps. Or else I just feel better overall because of my split dose and can handle her better then I normally would be able to. I don’t know. I know I feel a lot less clingy with her then I used to when I was on the injection every other week and emailing her everyday.
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