Dear Whereto52,

I am so sorry you are in that situation. It is really heartbreaking! Do you think that perhaps you are feeling this way because you are in another bout of depression or because you have relapsed? I read somewhere that some depressions improve but do not fully resolve so that sufferers remain in a kind of state you describe. Perhaps I am wrong. I am not a doctor or medical professional and the article I read, I read a long time ago. You deserve a full recovery from depression! Wish I knew how to help.

Sincerely yours, Yao Wen