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Originally Posted by sarcgeo
You are not alone in this arena. Every relationship I have had has been burned and by me. My temper and my past continue to haunt me and I have attempted therapy. Yet, somehow I don't get mean with people online. So, I guess there is some positive there. I don't like people getting close to me, because I am afraid of them seeing the real monster within me. The monster that protects me when I feel violated. It was this same monster that has destroyed everything in this life. This bitterness I will take with me to my grave and I cannot state how much I resent it.
There is a golden nature in my heart, but I can't trust people enough to let things go...
yours in isolation,
--sarc
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You don’t get close to people because you’re afraid of them seeing the monster inside you.
I can reflect with you on this. But, have you considered, I tell you because I’m at this point now, have you considered that this you call monster may be a great energy you have inside you, only that you need to learn some kind of strategy to use it in a control way.
I think you can control and use this strength for good.
What do you think about what I have told you? If you don’t mind to share.