Thank you, Jennifer! No not better. I have some sort of rheumatism. It is difficult to chose. I can sit inside and spare myself from being disposed to the could weather or I can go out and have rheumatic pain afterward.

My mental health needs activity (running or walking) while my rheumatism needs warm weather to keep itself quiet.

Yes, I had to take Paracetamol to have pain relief today after my walk outside. I cannot run away from this. In some way or other I have to cope with these difficult choices.

I'm so glad that we at least are in February. Spring will come this year as well, sometime ...

I think I have to become better telling myself that I am allowed to be sick. I am not lazy. I have to rest and there is nothing wrong with that.