Seriously. I can't. I keep going to group therapy and over and over and over I'm unable to share anything. And I rarely say much when other people are talking. The other folks in my group are really exasperated with me, talking about how it's been a year and I still don't want to talk. They hate the way I don't reveal myself, but when I'm there I'm never able to think of anything to say. And my outside-group problems seem like they would take forever to explain, so I don't try to get any help with those. If I start talking, I just feel horribly self-conscious and like most of what I'm saying is crap. I mean, I'm not lying or anything, but what I'm saying is usually being given the wrong amount of emphasis or something (if that makes sense). I go away feeling depressed. Am I just in the wrong medium?
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Sidony
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