So Sorry about your Friends! Sorry that you're feeling so stressed also. i agree with all the advice from the wise and wonderful as usual divine1966. Try to find as many distractions as you can so that you can start your job with a clear mind. Stressful periods can happen but they usually don't last forever so Please try to resist because i am confident that you have the capabilities to get through this. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Have Hope, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!