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Originally Posted by Saunder
Should I feel quilty about praying that I die naturally in my sleep? Don't want my son, long time girlfriend, & brother to be more ashamed of me. I'm not strong enough to ask for help at this stage. I know what is offered if I end up in hospital again. Art class, other groups offered can't help me.
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Guilt has the potential to be a pretty toxic emotion, so go easy on that. Since you're here posting about your feelings, I'd say that's a pretty good step towards getting some help...even though this is just a virtual platform. In addition, since you pray you must have faith in something, which is a definite plus. I share your your reservations about hospitalization, though. Hang in there & keep checking in here, Saunder. Reaching out is a strength, not a weakness.