What happens during our childhoods can affect us forever. i am So Sorry that you were neglected because you dertainly deserve much better than that. i am confident that you will be able and that you already ARE CAPABLE to find the strength necessary to go on. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @TishaBuv, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!