I got chipotles last night. But I didn’t wake up when my mom brought it home and I didn’t get up until 9:30 to eat. This morning I had my second quesadilla left over from last night and an iced coffee from McDonald’s. I’m trying to eat a sumo orange right now. I don’t know what I’ll do for dinner. Honestly nothing sounds good and I’d hate to waste $60 for the Cheesecake Factory just to eat a couple bites and get then get full.

Either way my therapist made it out so she’ll be right when I see her next week. If I don’t go to the doctor then that means I’m not taking care of myself. If I go to the doctor and I’m ok then that means I have an ED and still am not taking care of myself.