The weather was incredibly bad today. My haircut was postponed until tomorrow morning. Then we didn’t do anything tonight for dinner. We couldn’t go out to get carry out and I didn’t want a delivery driver to risk it. I find it rude to order food when the weather is so bad. I wasn’t very hungry today so I ate a purple sweet potato and a little can of spaghettios for dinner. Honestly I’m not feeling good and I haven’t felt good for awhile. I’m scared to go to the doctors because I’m worried something is legit wrong and I’m worried about getting more exams and test and procedures and surgeries done. I’ve just been taking Tylenol and sleeping it off. I was in bed most of the day once I found out my haircut was moved. I did get to Walmart early this morning. I’m glad the unusual flavors of coke in cans are coming back.

But thanks for the birthday wishes. It for sure means a lot to me. My entire family besides my mom forgot about my birthday which was kinda depressing. I’m not one of those people who post on Facebook about how no one cares and they are all alone and stuff. I know they do care. But I didn’t even get a call or text from my sister. So yeah I feel a bit lonely and sad today.