Dear T,
I hope you're feeling well enough after today's shot to meet tomorrow morning. I'm just telling myself you won't be in an attempt to avoid disappointment, but I think I still will be disappointed if you cancel. Even if I completely understand.

And it's not that I'm in really urgent need of seeing you (like if you cancel, I wouldn't ask about Sunday)--I mostly just want to update you on some things, like the school decision and my now seeing the cardiologist Tuesday. Well, and talk about my rather intense anxiety regarding the second one (and my doctor replying to my email with "I suggest you see a cardiologist"). But it could also wait till Monday if needed. That and something I'm trying to figure out how to process from yesterday's session, seemingly contradictory things you said. OK, so, if, we're able to talk tomorrow, that would be good. I just feel like with my appointment being at 11 and, from what I've read, main effects from second dose coming 12-24 hours later, I'm not holding out much hope.

For your own sake, I hope you don't feel too awful.

Love,

LT