I just don't feel like trying and trying to live matters anymore. It seems like too much trouble to keep trying, when nothing gets any better.
I've been severly depressed for aver a year, and i've been on anti-depressents for about a month now...
They helped a little, but I've gone off them without telling anyone.

I have no reason to get better, it seems like.

I've been cutting for almost a year now, and a couple days ago i crossed an "X" into my arm. Life seems too troublesome now. I don't want to live anymore.

I lost my love, My best friends live too far away, my counselor makes fun of me, my parents don't give a %#@&#! about me anymore...

i know this sounds like I just want attention, but I seriously need help and I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself next time...