My thoughts/inner workings woke me up at 2 am and here I sit at my computer just having written you a long email with those inner workings. Why I didn't want to work deeply yesterday with that Active, is because it was still working so deeply on me... and where I have ended up with it all this early morning is what I was writing. I'm not going to send it though, I saved the writing to a word doc instead... I'm just going to hold it all close to my heart and let it continue working on me as I go about living my life over the next 2 weeks and see how it goes.


I know I don't say it anymore, as the burning need to express it all the time has finally gone, but it's still very true, I love and respect you so much.