I really think I have the "quiet" presentation of BPD and I asked my T about it yesterday and she doesn't think I have it. She said people with BPD are really volatile and have trouble holding down a job and can't even have relationships with family members (which isn't me).

I think I did a bad job explaining why I think I have it because I was nervous and I wasn't able to articulate myself properly. I found this article (linked below) that literally describes me perfectly so I'm still not convinced I don't have BPD. I have every symptom listed in it.

Do You Have "Quiet BPD"? | Psychology Today Australia

I don't want to keep bringing it up but I'm wondering if I should read this article to T next session as I don't think I was able to explain myself very well last time. This is something that has bothered me for a while and I only have three sessions left before T goes on maternity leave. I would really like to get to the bottom of this before she goes.