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Old Feb 06, 2021, 12:28 PM
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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25 View Post
Struggling severely. Basically just trying to survive at this point. During work I was so upset and the only thing I could think to do was write. So I grabbed some paper from the closet and just wrote. After a couple of hours I finally calmed down enough. I didn’t turn in my one to one log or do the work I’m supposed to do. I will apologize to my teacher. My supervisor won’t notice the missing log right away.

My brain is telling me to do terrible things but I keep beating in back. In a way, it’s actually protecting me by giving me visions of the one thing I cannot do because I do not have access. I’m getting that itchy feeling on my arms. That’s why I got the forearm tattoos though, of course. Can’t ruin expensive art.

Writing was such a wise action to take! I have forearm (and hand) tattoos, too.

What else do you think (healthy action) would help you at this time?

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Thanks for this!
wildflowerchild25