I’m doing good today. I got my chores done. and I just felt better today. Lately I’ve been thinking a lot of last July when I had something removed in the ER, and I don’t know. I’ve just been kinda traumatized by it ever since. I guess it was the area they were working on. And the massive amount of pain the procedure caused. and just how everything was completely out of my control. With bad mental health issues I had years ago I was somewhat in control of what was going on. and there wasn’t severe pain involved. But this thing in July was something physical that I didn’t do myself and everything was seriously out of my control. I just feel kinda messed up from it. Which I think may be why I’m scared to go to doctors now.