When I started reading and exchanging ideas here, It must have seemed like an abstraction of life in some sense, a "less than" life experience that 'might' inform my life on some level. But I have come to find that when these experiences are shared like this, in such candor and sincerity, they live inside me indistinguishable from any 3d experience. Your tear burst makes me think of that, the moment I realized this was more than some cerebral dalliance but an affair of the heart as real as any can be. Glad you're here, and hope you stay around.