I wouldn't want to see any notes either.

Once I did become privy to an email T sent about me to 2 other professionals. It was actually OK. It was somewhat detached, and definitely professional, but he didn't say anything insulting or condescending. I was overall pleased and it didn't come between us, although I did tell him I had received this email erroneously. (I was however pissed off at what the other people were saying, so it made T's words seem just fine.) He did take pains to explain to me that some of what he wrote was referring to an article which they had all read earlier and he was trying to relate my case to that to prove a point to the others.