I know what this feels like. I went through something similar when I lived with my mom. She never believed in me and thought I was gonna end up a failure this whole time. In my case, she started getting involved in my schooling once I got into high school to make sure I graduated. But, it was a controlling method and finishing high school while living with her was all in vain. It's a long story. I would try looking for a job especially since you're due to graduate this year. Perhaps moving in with a friend or roommate and splitting the bills. You have to be frugal especially starting out. Just get away from your father. He'll just bring you down the longer you stay. I speak from experience.