i am not sure what may be the cause, but perhaps you come across as a strong person? In any case i don't think it is a big deal unless this bothers you of course. i wouldn't worry too much about it perhaps. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @mie12645, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!