I’m still a bit down about my therapist. I honestly think it’s just changes in hormones. Things were fine before I started my transition. Then I became all needy and clingy and wanting her attention. But I went through a lot more stuff and got through a lot more tougher issues with several other therapists. I have no idea what is so different about my current one. I’ve left the others with no issues. Some I left suddenly. This is just so weird for me.

But today I’m trying to be productive. I ordered a new weighted blanket, and I took a shower and I’m going to start reading. I exercised too. I managed yesterday with just one Xanax. I’m hoping to continue just staying at one a day. Last night I read from 3:30 until about 8PM. Then I was able to ignore my thoughts which weren’t too bad. So yeah I’m doing pretty good. Feeling ok.