My T made me promise her on Saturday that I wouldn't Self Harm. She wanted me to promise two weeks. (I see her every two weeks) but I wouldn't. So she asked me to promise a week. So I did. I think if I hadn't promised she would have made me go to the hospital and even though I might need to be in the hospital right now, I don't want to be so I did what I had to do to stay out of the hospital.