One day I’m all in wanting to be there in every way but then I her days I can’t even stop crying and hate everything so much I don’t think I could ever handle it... Im trying to do what I think is right and I’m trying to do it the best I can and I know I’m disappointing plenty of you trying to help me but I gotta do what I believe should be done even if it means giving up on my own life. It’s just the way I am 😔