It was only one week that I didn't have my second weekly appointment and she already gave that spot to another client

And last night she wasn't going to tell me. She said it's best if we didn't talk about it because it would trigger me. Wtf?!?!

I understand she has a business to run, but I thought I was more than just a paycheck to her. I didn't think she would replace me that fast. And now that I can do the twice a week again, she doesn't have a spot for me. I'm so mad!