Has she replaced you or is she managing her diary? She can care about you and maintain her practice by supporting other clients. I find it very uncomfortable and incongruous that money is a factor in these intimate relationships where we are so vulnerable, but (in most cases) therapy is a business. It's horrible.

Actually, for me, this wouldn't be about me being a paycheck (she barely charges me for sessions anyway so it's a moot point), but I would feel burnt by the fact that other clients are as important to her as I am! That the tenderness and closeness we share is replicated with other clients in other slots! I mean, cognitively, I know that's true, but being confronted by it like this would hurt. Ugh, this is horrid for you.