Hey guys,
When I manic I am into guys and want sex. But then I loathe myself for having sex or fun with a guy and am revolted by the look of a penis.
When I'm stable I like both men and women and have felt like this for maybe 20 years or so.
When depressed or not so good I don't want anyone and I think I'm gonna be alone forever.
I have only dated guys, never had sex with them and the relationships have all lasted 1 month. I kinda had a thing with a girl but she broke me way back in 2006.
Is there an identity for me?? I'm so confused I don't know who I am anymore