Hopefully changing tack this week will have the desired effect. I'm tired of talking about our relationship and going round in circles on stuff that has no real resolution. We both know it's often a distraction and way of avoiding talking about the reality of my childhood. I know you care and i need to hold onto that knowing and refocus my attention in therapy back onto the two people who did all the damage in the first place. (I might need a bit of hand-holding -- literally and metaphorically -- to get through some of it)