I don’t know what I’m feeling. It doesn’t seem to be straight up depression. But it doesn’t seem to be much of anything. I’ve exhausted two out of 3 of my support sources. The last one is to go to the hospital. I keep pushing that one off. I’ve been pushing it off for weeks. I already got one huge issue taken care of today. I’m at a loss. If I go everyone is gonna think it’s because of what happened today. And I don’t want them to think that because it’s not true.