I'd like it to be known how grateful I am to everyone who has contributed and helped on this thread!!!! So THANK YOU to every single one of you for all your support and help.

It's Valentines Day coming up and I feel miserable inside. So what did I do? I bought myself a gorgeous gemstone ring on my credit card to cheer myself up and to replace the diamond rings I used to wear on my left hand. I don't care about the expense. I needed a pick me up and this was the perfect Valentines Day gift to myself.

I am really dreading this day coming up. It's SO hard for me on this day when I am without a love to share it with. I also bought myself a huge bouquet of flowers last weekend to help cheer me up. But I hate going into every store and seeing Valentines Day crap splattered everywhere. It's a constant reminder and thorn in my side that I am now single.