i'd consider myself Christian so i generally believe there's a reason for things happening but i don't know what that may be. Truth be told i often have doubts about that myself so i am not quite sure what to answer here. Thank you for posting this insightful question as i tend to agree with you and @Mendingmysoul but it is interesting to see other viewpoints at least in my opinion. Sending many safe, warm hugs to ALL of you, @Mountaindewed, your Families, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!