I had a really bad stomach ache and pain and then I took my anti nausea med and half an hour later my anxiety and stomach are both ok. I’m not freaking out or S or having any thoughts of self harm. So I’m wondering if I do have an ulcer or something wrong with my stomach. Or maybe getting a new therapist today is making me feel better. I don’t know.

I have my alarm set for midnight so I can try to get my mom a vaccine. I’ve been trying for an hour and either the website crashes or there’s no appointment. It says it changes by the hour so I wonder when the website crashes that’s when the vaccines come. They do seem to be ramping up the process now and getting a lot more in.